I hope I can make it through the rain.

oh man

Oh man. I kinda miss blogging here.
But it cant lock entries.
And because I want somethings to be kept to myself.
i dont sell fish.
.
but maybe.
Maybe I'll move back!! :D
.
because you get to colour your fonts.
!!!
I am noob at htmls.
SO?!!! cannot meh?!

msdonut, im feeling damn sad now.
things are turning sour.
i think.
or something
like that.
i
dont
really know.
need to make a
stand.
!!

For those who are slower....

I've Moved!
CLICK HERE!

hahaha ok maybe im not clear enough.
hehehehe.

Love,
jiae

to new home

MSDONUTT

:D

Tied together with a smile

OOOOOOOOOOOOOH i feel super good now!
i packed my room this whole afternoon.
and i now realise how much space i have.
sense of satisfaction man!
.
and also thanks to daphne dear, im addicted to ALL of Taylor Swift's songs!
seriously! ALLLLL of her songs in her album.
like i can keep repeating the whole album again and again and again while cleaning.
.
and its slacking tomorrow at the hideout cafe with the group of new friends ?
.
slacking/nua-ing/rotting at home is shiok la.
i dont want to work ANYMORE!
:D
dont want. NOT dont have to.
:C

omg i realise i have so much things to blog about the past few days.
i dont know where to start.
plus im super lazy to upload pictures.
clubbing and picnic was fun with the group of new friends!!

my mum just got herself a MIU MIU bag la walauuuu jealous
.
oh and just now when i was doing the cleaning, i banged my head against the bloody table.
:/
ohhyawns i am so sleepy i need.....
SNOOORRREE!

I'm SOOOOOOOOO embarrassed!
TWO times in one conversation.
.
the first time was just my stupid mistake.
THE SECOND ONE THANKS TO MY FAT BROTHERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
BRRRGGGHHH biting off his fat cheeks.

OMG im super embarrassed!

complain queen

I really should open up more sometimes.
although i REALLLLY love to complain,
but at times, i either feel that theres no time for me or there would be just something inside me,asking me to just shut up and keep it to myself.
even for my close friends, somethings are still kept from them.
im sucha lousy person.
at everything.
not that you all dont know already.
:o(
Theres so much inside the little me i can explode anytime.
.
suddenly i looked at all of that and felt stupid.
time can truly be better spent.
.
I'll learn.
trust me.
but i dont know how long it'll take.

*******
i really dont like people having/using the same name as me.
and since jiayi is quite a common name, i created another spelling for myself years ago just for fun.
jiae was created by myself loh!
when i was in secondary one (? cant remb) ,
my mum signed up for dial-up internet connection.
and im asked to fill in usernames in order of my preference.
the first one was some stupid name which i cant remember and it was used in the end.
then the second one was jiaE something something something.
and thats how jiae came about.
it was quite sudden and i fell in love with the new spelling since then!
i always thought its one and only.
and i have been using this name,mostly online ,since then too!
my sec school friends should all know about it!

UNTIL NOW.

found out that one friend of mine in primary 6,also called JIAYI, used this name sometime ago too.
and just now ky told me jaryl got a friend called jiayi and uses jiaE too!
.
i am fucking sad la.
i want to be special!
:(

my friends should stand on MY side!
i would if i were them.
.
Anyways im all good now.
just need to complain abit and destress.